Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Do Over

It seems I always have grand ideas but terrible follow through. I wanted to begin a blog to have an electronic diary of sorts that would also keep me in accountable for what I think and say and do. I guess I fell a little short.
In the last year and a half since my last and only entry life has been a roller coaster ride of emotions to say the least. I began the Masters portion of my curriculum spring 2008. Through poor planning and over commitment on my part, I did not do too well in Fall of 2008, the semester before I was to begin student teaching. Long story short I did student teach, 50 miles away, but not under the MS program but licensure only. I also have not found a teaching job or even had an interview and that is depressing on it's on. I am determined to follow this through this time even though I feel like throwing in the towel. I will continue working my part time job and subbing on my days off. As I think of the up coming school year, my stomach turns with anxiousness, excitement, fear, and at the same time a bit of relief. I still will like to obtain my Masters in Elementary Curriculum or Reading. Maybe while I'm subbing and working part time I maybe able to do just that.
We also hit financial hardships that we are still working through. I do not know at this time exactly how we will come out it, but I do have hope and faith that we will make it through.
Hopefully this is first of many posts as a continue this journey we call life.

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