Love is kind and patient, never jealous, boastful, proud, or rude. Love isn’t selfish or quick tempered. It doesn’t keep a record of wrongs that others do. Love rejoices in the truth, but not in evil. Love is always supportive, loyal, hopeful, and trusting. Love never fails! (1 Corinthians 13:4–8 CEV).
McMenamin, Cindi (2011). When Couples Walk Together (p. 20). Harvest House Publishers. Kindle Edition.
Lately I've been trying to look objectively at my life. I've been trying to figure out where I let go of God's hand thinking I could do better? I know about when. I know all the wrong things I knowingly did. What I don't remember is why. I remember feeling that I would never have the relationship with God that I wanted. I remember feeling that I could grow no more, it would never be stronger. What happened to me that was so bad that I thought God's grace and mercy could not pull me closer to him? the last few days I have made the mess that is my life a total disaster. I have tried on all accounts to fix my messes with more mess. I finally figured it out this afternoon that, that is just not gonna happen. there is only one way to fix my life and it always is. ABC. I learned it vacation bible school. Acknowledge. Believe. Confess. I acknowledge that Jesus hrist is the son of God and the only Savior for all. I BELIEVE that Jesus will save me from my sins and always be with me and always protect me. I CONFESS my sins. I have sinned. I have knowingly done wrong against HIS teaching and HIS word. I not only have sinned against HIM but my family and encouraged others to so to. I ask that YOU forgive my transgressions and I once again bow to you and give my life to you. I want to do your will. I want live for you and only you. I want the world to look at me and my life and see YOUR glory. Lately the only thing they could have seen is a liar, a cheat, a fraud, a sad poor excuse for a 'Christian'. I need to put Love, the Love that Christ has for us, first in my life. Self has been in charge for too long. Self has been loud. Self has been boastful. Self has been quick tempered and selfish and covering up the truth. Self dies today!!
